award.

1. Berikan satu nickname untuk pemberi award:

berry min *her own nick* ;D

2. Ucapan untuk pemberi award:

thanks babe. i miss u! 

3. Berikan nama 6 artis yang korunk minat: 

David Archuletta

Black Eyed Peas

Beyonce

Avril Lavigne

Linkin Park

Christina Aguilera

4. Beri award ini kepada 10 blogger atau follower:

akma

fatin zahura

ain raus

zett ozleen

yaty

asmalina

syamil

qimah

hidcham

act like a lady think like a man.

yeay!!!!
i finally bought my own copy of dz book!

editorail review.

As a popular comedian, radio host and red-blooded male, Harvey doesn't have the bona fides typical to most women's relationship self-help, but he still manages a thorough, witty guide to the modern man. Harvey undertakes the tast because "Women are clueless about men," because "Men get away with a whole lot of stuff" and because he has "some valuable information to change all of that." Harvey makes a game effort, taking a bold but familiar men-are-dogs approach: if you're "cutting back" on sex, "he will have another woman lined up and waiting to give him what he needs and wants--the cookie." Several chapters later, however, he introduces the "ninety-day rule," asserting that, actually, he won't always have another woman lined up--and the only way to makes sure is a three-month vetting period. Harvey also tackles mama's boys, "independent--and lonely--women," and the matter of children in the dating world ("If he's meeting the kids after you decide he's the one, it's too late"). Feminists and the easily offended probably won't take to Harvey's blanket statements and blunt advice, but Harvey's fans and those in need of tough (but ticklish) love advice should check it out (especially the hysterical last-chapter Q&A).

ok,what's d point of me reading dz when men are all relatively stupid?
duhh??!~

it is like d other book.

 

yeah,diz book..

 

and diz book too..

men are too complicated even when there are some psycho trying to learn bout em..
yet still,they act differently.

yes ladies,not all men reflects "the" guy in ur typical-childhood-romance-love-novel.
so,GROW UP!

ouh,it's also like the movie "The Ugly Truth".
yeah,with that super-heart throbber-nice accent-gorgeous eyes Gerard Butler.
OMG!OMG!OMG!

 

pheewiittt!! *melts*

why do we sacrifice?

why do we love?

why do we get hurt?

why do we get cheated?

ouh,c'mon guys..
if u really dont know what u want..
dont get involve!
i hate ur guts to even dare to do that.
not to mention ur sweet words that end up were all such lyrical lies.
yes,this was when such a BRILLIANT BULLSHIT appears.
u and ur smile,and ur lies and ur guts and all those promises u forced me to make.

ouh,i hate you.
i hate having the thought of you.

mode: getting over you.

p/s: "the only thing that can stop time is a picture." *luckily i dont hve any pic with u.*

strange.

sitting at home,

everything is fine,

as the days pass by..

one by one,

some long, some slow;

I talk to myself quiet and low,

elegies of my heart and soul…

a shiver, a sigh,

soft words whispered in the dark,

my senses are mixed already,

unable to differentiate

between a sound or a smell or a touch or a taste..

I keep dreaming of a time,

my fingers intertwined

with you,

an everlasting joy of time,

heart skipping a beat here and there..

as I sit here

thinking sweet thoughts of you

lustful images make my heart

palpitate uncontrollably;

trembling uncontrollably

the heat continues to rise..

as I close my eyes and see

you standing before me;

I open up my eyes to find

that you are nowhere around..

I feel a wave of sadness

crash upon the shores of my heart..

As I lie here obsessed with the thought of you,

hoping it will all be over soon and,

waiting patiently for the day

when I can hold you in my arms

and never have to let you go again,

I realize love is a strange thing indeed.. 

my day.

yesterday was d worst day ever.
bencii!!!!!

marah sangat sampai pegi jogging 2jam!
but,tak kurus jugak.
bodoh punya lemak.
huhu :(

so today bajet nak happy kan diri.
pagi2 celik mata tgok cter jepun.
but still,am feeling so fucked up.

then my dearest driver sugar-fish called.
"morning babe.breakfast jum"
"alaa..i malas mandi.."
"tak keja ke?"
"tak.malas.xde mood."
"jum la teman i gi klinik."
"ok gak.i pun demam gak ni."

pas tu,beliau bawak saya ke Baskin Robbin.
ala,yang jual ice cream tu..
takkan xtaw?
*dengg!*

bajet2 boleh ok kan mood aku la?
"belle,makan ice cream kesukaan pun tak gembira lagi?"
TIDAKKKKK!!!!!

bodoh la sapa yang wat mood aku tak baik.
tak suka taw!

plus PMS,my mood is totally so damn ruined.
and i think it will last til d end of d week.
*waargghhh!!!*

blurgghh!
i hate diz.
i hate when my mood is ruined.

i cursed everything.
i dont eat.
i cried easily.
everyone annoys me.

mode: moody.

Approach with extra caution.

mr.S..~

Sometimes we fight

Sometimes I cry

Why dont I just tell him goodbye

Sometimes I should but

Sometimes I dont

Build up the strength to say that its wrong

Sometimes I hate sometimes I love

Sometimes I hurt sometimes I dont

Sometimes I wait for him to change

But its okay I just got to pay

And I dont ever wanna leave em' alone

They say im brain washed but im in love with this man

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it

I already know I dont deserve it

But if its from you I dont mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way , no way , no way ,no way , no way , no way , no way

But if its from you I dont mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare 

Sometimes I keep it cool

Sometimes I let 'em know

Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door

Sometimes I feel safe

Sometimes I really dont

Sometimes I promise that im ready to let 'em go

but I dont ever wanna leave 'em alone

They say im brain washed but im in love with this man

Keep tellin myself that its not worth it

I already know I dont deserve it

But if its from you I dont mind hurtingt

His is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

Hopin' he's changing but im scared he's not 

cant see a way to leave him 

he open'd my eyes and i..

*this is my song for u.reflecting what i used to feel bout us before.i cant let u go.cz i dont feel dat ur safe on ur own.*

ok belle,why r u so protecting him?

did he ever do dat for u?

stupidhead belle.

again.

ur stupid.

he doesnt even ever love u a bit from d start.
so,move the hell on!

mode: love-locked.


p/s: ouh,you..you you you you make me heartless.

sombong.

weyh,aku memang sombong pun.
kau pehal?

hahaha.
sorry la eh.
aku dah bese orang cakap aku sombong.
so,I DONT FUCKING CARE!!

dz one guy cakap aku sombong,berlagak,jual mahal.
so what?

kalau dah tahu aku sombong..
yang kau duk sibuk mengekor bontot aku lagi pehal?
sibuk call aku lagi nape?
sibuk anta msg bagai2 lagi pe kes?

memang aku sombong.
aku xcakap ngan org yg aku xkenal.
bukan kau bagus sgt pun nak aku layan kau kn?
menyampah la weyh!!

kalau aku sombong,nape kau sibuk nak kawan ngan aku jugak??

blueekk untuk sume orang yg cakap aku sombong!
tak kesah pun.

bagaikan langit.

tagged by zett ozleen.

Just for fun

RULES :  

1. Put your music library on shuffle.  

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.  

3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.  

4. Ok, go!  

5. When you're done, tag at least 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say

im a soul survivor!

 2. How would you describe yourself?

more than words (if u only knew..)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

for you,i will~

4. How do you feel today?

crush! (cz d possibility dat u would evr feel d same way lke me it's jst too much..)

5. What is your life’s purpose?

when i grow up~ (i aint complaining go ahead n say wut u wanna say!)

6. What's your motto?

get low~

7. What do your friends think of you?

melompat lebih tinggi! (aku ada kerna kau telah tercipta..)

8. What do you think of your parents?

how much? (it's just how much i love u...)

9. What do you think about very often?

peterpan-mungkin nanti~

10. What is 2 + 2?

yang terindah hanya sementara~

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?

pins and needles.. (how did i ever let u go..)

12. What do you think of the person you like?

united state of pop.. *mixed y'all! ;p

13. What is your life story?

the rentals-fall into the eve

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

move,shake,now drop! ;D (i wanna see u move,move,shake,shake now drop..)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

good charlotte-something else (in d end,we all wnt smthng we cant have) :(

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

beyonce-Diva.. (diva is a female version of a hustler!)

17. What will they play at your funeral?

elyana-kalis rindu (terasing tanpamu..sekuat mana cinta,xmungkin kalis rindu,kalis pilu bila kau tiada)

18. What is your biggest fear?

all american reject-it ends tonight

19. What is your biggest secret?

avril-dont tell me..

20. What will you post this as?

melly-bagaikan langit. (menanti khabar yg ak tggu,peluk dan cium hanya untukku)



cravings.

yeay!
finally i bought my own piece of earring shawl.
sangat gedix nak ikt trend.
padahal tak reti pakai pun!
hohoho

i bought it from Sisters Shawl.
i think it's black color.
cz i gave em option if i cant hve d black one.
hahaha

then,i bought for 5 inners.
to match my overload shawls at d scarfs box in my room.
3 cottons,2 lycras.
from shawl syria.

one said.
belum dapat gaji lagi dah shopping?
*dat really sounds like u belle*

so what?screw you!
i bought my things when i found em.
cz i'm so choosy n fussy n picky when it comes to buying my own things especially clothing items.
no matter at what tymes,from where,how much it cost.
btw,it's my money!
blurrrgghh!

abaikan mereka!
sibuk jaga hal tepi luar dalam kain orang.
diri sendiri tak terurus plak.
menyampah la weyh!

finally satisfied my cravings.
mR.Tummy wants to eat secret's cake.
so i went there for lunch today.
plus with ice blended mocha espresso.

my deares mR.Tummy,
no more cravings aye?
i want to be small n skinny again.
sobs~

mode: FAT.

p/s: i want you.. :(

slaughtered.

cow.

camel.

goats.

sheeps.

slaughtered.

sold.

advice: don't eat too much! :)

mode: diarrhea.

p/s: anyone?make me happy.. :(

flunked.

yeay!
i'm done with my PTD M41 exam last sat.
it's quite tough.
but hey,i managed! :)

and yes i know people will ask,
"what is ptd?"
"why do u need to have exams?"
i was like,"ask Najib."

and today,my superior told me that there'll be no renew on my contract as a RA.
and yeah,she spoiled d monday mood which is already worse.

but she doesnt know.
nothing can bring me down.
*except for him*

and you know what?
my application for masters were accepted!
like,"yipppeee!!!whoah!wooottt2!!"
hahaha
*i'm crazy.ignore me*

TAHNIAH. PERMOHONAN ANDA BERJAYA.

NAMA: NABILAH BINTI AB JALAL

No.KP: 88102914---- 

PROGRAM YANG DI TAWARKAN ADALAH :

Sarjana Sains Sosial (Analisis Strategi dan Keselamatan) 

yeay!
guling2 keseronokan!
hehehe ;D

next mission: finding a job.
pheeww!
*even though i do really hope i passed the PTD exam,but still,i cant rely only on dat ryte?*

mode: half-half.


p/s: lets get LOUD!

here are few pics from my trip to Paya Indah Wetlands on Sunday.

52%

[x] Both of your parents are from Asia
[x] You were born in Asia
[ ] You use the term "Azn"
[ ] You think DDR is cool
[ ] You've watched lots of anime
[x] You like Korean drama
[x] You have stuff hanging on your phone
[x] You think your parents want you to marry within your own race
[ ] You eat rice almost everyday
[X] You drink lemon tea

X's so far: 6

[ ] You style your hair
[ ] You have a bebo/myspace/friendster
[x] You speak languages other than English
[x] Your parents are strict
[x] Your parents have high expectations of you
[x] You always get A's/B's on your report
[x] You do Chemistry/Biology/Physics/Accounting

[x] You know your multiplication table
[X] You play badminton or table tennis or Irish Pingpong
[ ] You've seen the asian version The ring/The grudge


X's so far: 13


[X] You go/want to go to a university and would NEVER consider an apprenticeship
[ ] You own an asian car (Honda, Toyota, etc)
[x] You're not the only child
[ ] You've gotten little red envelopes around February (Chinese New Year)
[x] You know the difference between kung fu, karate and tae kwon do
[X] Your mother tries to bargain even though the product is already discounted
[ ] You can solve a rubiks cube
[ ] You have a box of noodles somewhere in your house
[ ] You play video games


X's so far: 17


[X] Everytime you're going out, your parents ask you where you're going and what time you'll be home
[ ] You have karaoke at home
[ ] You've been to a LAN more than 3 times
[ ] You have incense sticks/moth balls in your house
[ ] You own a gaming console
[X] You don't wear shoes in your house
[x] You can use chopsticks
[ ] You get nothing if you do well in school, but punished if you don't


X's so far: 20


[x] Your parents won't let you go out if you have school the next day
[X] You have asian songs on your computer/iPod
[ ] You don't like football
[X] You like Soccer.


X's so far: 23


[X] You have a curfew
[ ] You know what ulzzang/tb means
[ ] You know what purikura is
[ ] you like bubble tea
[ ] Your parents bought you shoes many sizes too big so you can "grow into it" and wear it for years to come
[ ] You've played final fantasy
[X] You believe in fortune cookies


X's so far: 25


[ ] You know what is bok choy
[ ] You've heard the song "Got rice?" (Asian Pride)
[ ] You've had pockys/yan yan before
[x] when you ask for ur mums permission she goes "ask ur dad"


X's so far: 26


Total X's: 52




Multiply your total score by 2 and put the subject as I am _% Asian!

king sushi.

i know i'm fat.

*ignore dat crazy boy at d back*

DRINKS: Pink Guava Yakult,Hot Honey Lemon Tea,Hot Green Tea

FOODS: Piri2 Chicken,Sakan Black Pepper,Inari Boat Salmon Mayo,Cheese Tobiko,Philadelphia Maki,Smoked Salmon,Potato Salad,Croquette,Takoyaki,Hotate Curry Gratin.

ok,org nga withdraw duit pun nak amek gbr.haha

super duper college senior-Ashif

we can never promise when we'll ever meet and hangout again.

piss.pissed.pissing.sing.pis.p.i.s.s.e.d.

saket hati la weyh!!!
kalo ko wat keja ko,ak wat keja aku..
kan senang?
yg ko bg keja ko kat aku.
pastu bila keja aku nak siap???!
eeeeiiii!
rasa cam nak sepak kepala ko laju2 la weyh!!


mode: marah!

p/s: mati la kau!

*google image*

last.

1. Name 1 person who made you laugh last night.

House MD.

2. What were you doing 1 hour ago? 
Preparing a conference room for today's 2pm's talk on Environmental Ethics.

3. What was the last thing you said out loud? 
Bongok gler!

4. Where's the next place you're going to go?
PPS UKM lecture hall 1

5. What was the last thing you paid for? 
yesterday's fast breaking foods.

6. Where were you last night? 
on bed. 

7. What's the best ice-cream flavor? 
baskin's.

8. Do you wanna cut your hair? 
did that.and regret it.

9. Do you love to melatah? 
nope.

10. If that so (melatah) , what will you said out loud? 
-

11. What does the last text message you received say? 
ok b.

12. Will you get married in the future? 
we'll see bout dat.

13. Do you chew on your straw? 
no!

14. Do you make up your own words? 
sometimes.

15. Is there anyone you like/love right now? 
i still 'sayang' d one who broke my heart last april.

16. Tag to others 5 bloggers. 
-syamil
-wawa
-hIdcham
-berrymin
-sis ain