WHAT TO DO IF STOPPED BY MALAYSIAN POLICE..!!

The next time you are stopped by persons who claimed they are plain clothes police, you are under no obligation to answer their questions or follow their orders,lawyers told Malaysiakini.


'Policeman who is not wearing his uniform does not have the authority to stop anyone,' lawyer and human rights activist Sivarasa Rasiah said.

Procedures to follow in the event you are stopped
by uniformed police Officers while driving:

1. Stop the car and wind down your window.
2. If the police officers ask for your documents,
request to see their IDs first.
3.. If you are satisfied about their identity, ask them
if you are being summoned, and for what offense.
4. Produce your identity card and driver's license and
wait to collect your summon ticket.

In the event that the police officers ask you
to follow them to the police station:

1. Ask if you are under arrest and for what offense.
2. If you are not under arrest, you have the right to leave.


In the event you are flagged down by persons
you believe could be plain clothes police:

1. Do not stop because plain clothes police officers
do not have the authority to stop you.
2.. Drive to the nearest police station and lodge a report.
(The same procedure applies to pedestrians)


In the event the police come to your house:

1. Do not let them in before checking their IDs.
2. If you are not satisfied, phone the nearest police station
and confirm if they had been sent to your house.
3. You are under no obligation to allow them into the house
if they don't have a search warrant.
4. Do not go with them if you are not under arrest.

In the event persons who claimed to be plain clothes
police come to your house:

1. Do not let him in because they do not have
the authority to do so.
2. Lodge a report at the nearest police station.


Sivarasa was commenting on the alleged gang-rape of an 18-year-old Uni student by four men claiming to be police officers on New Year's Eve.

The girl said that her car was stopped in Taman Tun Dr Ismail in Kuala Lumpur and were asked by the men to open the car bonnet. She was then told that she had committed an offence and ordered to follow the men to a police station. The girl was driven in her car along the North-South expressway to the Tapah-Cameron Highlands road before she was raped in an oil palm estate.

This incident, and many others, have sparked confusion over the procedures which motorists must follow when flagged down by the police.

The most common problem is that most people take instructions without determining if the other person is really a cop,' lawyer Annie Santiago said.

However, if you are stopped by a uniformed policeman, then you are required to stop. But you need not get out of the car because you are not expected to do so, Santiago said.

The other rule to follow is to provide your identity card
only when you are asked to do so. 'Even then, you should get his ID first to confirm if he is a cop. There is no harm in calling the relevant police station to verify if he is supposed to be on duty that day,' Sivarasa said.

Both lawyers said that motorists should never follow an officer to the police station unless one is under arrest . 'If you are not sure, and your instincts tell you that something is wrong, then drive off to the nearest police station and lodge a report,'Sivarasa said.

In response to the alleged gang-rape of the 18-year-old, Women's Aid Organisation executive-secretary Ivy Josiah called on the police to launch an education program to teach the public about their rights to prevent them from being victimised by bogus police officers.

how i feel

okay.
malam ni trase cam nak tulis lirik lagu.
this time,malay song.
bagi can la.
hahaha

Ella-Sepi Sekuntum Mawar Merah

Berulangkali ku mencuba
Memujuk hati
Lupakan semua
Kenangan..

Namun mimpi bertemu lagi
Di saat engkau tiada di sisi

Ku berpegang pada janji
Tercipta antara kita dulu
Hilangmu tiada pengganti
Biarlah begini..

Ku belayar di lautan
Tidak bertepian
Sesekali disedarkan
Ombak yang mendatang
Aku seperti hilang punca
Arah dan tujuan

Aku puisikan nama mu
Bersama rindu di dalam sendu...

act,diz song always gets me.
dnt noe y..
mybe u guys didnt listen to diz kind of song.
hehehe..
but nvrmnd.
enjoy d lyrics!~

tagged by didie at my 2nd fb acc..

totally boring tonyte.missing sumone.so,y not kill d tyme wif diz stuff???evn though i'd answered this Qs before...here u go~

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage: milo.
2. last phone call: him.
3. last text message: him.
4. last song you listened to: akon's right now. (it reminds me of sumbody)
5. last time you cried: anyday from this one whole week.dun remember when..

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice: twice as in date, break-up and then go out together again?yeah..i've done dat..
7. been cheated on: hell yeah!
8. kissed someone & regretted it: dun kiss if u don't mean it.
9. lost someone special: yerp!
10. been depressed: yerp2.so i need to stay occupied!
11. been drunk and threw up: yerp.loads of caffeine+junk foods.haha

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. purple
13. blue
14. brown,orange.

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend: yerp.make new fwens evryday..=)
16. Fallen out of love: yeah.
17. Laughed until you cried: i do diz a lot!heheh
18. Met someone who changed you: nope.people can't change me.i do wut i want when i want it.
19. Found out who your true friends were: yerp2!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: heh.i dont care.when u do dat,it means ur so jealous of me.n u noe wut??I DON'T FUCKING CARE!!
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend's list: yezza~

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life: most of them is my schoolmates,college fwens.so i know them..
24. Do you have any pets: nope
25. Do you want to change your name: nope.dun think so.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: studying.rejecting all birthday dates.
27. What time did you wake up today: 10am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: making love?ahaha.stupid.going back home after movie.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: 5th semester to start.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: just now?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i wish i didn't meet him.
32.What are you listening: stevie wonder
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: dun think so
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: the ignorance and confusion
35. Most visited webpage: fb,blogspot,yahoo,youtube,cnn,online newspaper,etc.etc
37. Nickname/s: nabilah,belle,bella,billa,iela,nab,nabil,chubby panda(thx to my fwen,hakim),polar bear(thx to my mom),doraemon
38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign: Scorpio.
40. Male or female?: lesbo.hahah.female ofcuz.
41. Elementary?: SK Assunta (1)
42. High school: MRSM Kuala Klawang, N9 and MRSM Pengkalan Chepa,Kelantan
43. College: Uitm Shah Alam, UKM Bangi
44. Hair colour: original.
45. Long or short: Long
46. Height: 161cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone: yes!!
48. What do you like about yourself?: dunno.huhu
49. Piercings: ears.thinking of getting my nose done.
50. Tattoos: i would like to have it at both my ankle and wrist
51. Righty or lefty: right

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: nvr had one
53. First piercing: 1 year old
54. First best friend: assuntarian
55. First sport you joined: hockey+netball(pimary school)
56. First vacation: dun remember
58. First pair of trainers: hoho..dun remember

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: own heart.
60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: sleep
62. Listening to: exists's
63. Waiting on: sumbody

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yeah.
65. Get Married: think so.
66. Career?: ambassador. international lawyer.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Both, at the same time.i like! weee!~
69. Shorter or taller: taller.
70. Older or Younger: older plz.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous romanticness.plz!
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both. it makes me drool!!
73. Sensitive or loud: loud n outspoken with a lil bit sensitivity.nope.i think lots of sensitivity!!
74. Hook-up or relationship:Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: total trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope.they dun deserve my kish.=)
77. Drank hard liquor: nope.but i'm wondering how d taste is.bcoz i noe it's so smelly!
78. Lost glasses/contacts: contacts.damn!
79. Sex on first date: hmm..nope.hahaha
80. Broken someone's heart: yes.
81. Had your own heart broken: yes.
82. Been arrested: yup!belle is so notty..=)
83. Turned someone down: Yeah.evn though i tried to please evryone all d tyme.sowie!
84. Cried when someone died: yeah
85. Fallen for a friend?: yerp2.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yes
87. Miracles: yupo2!~
88. Love at first sight: once
89. Heaven: totally
90. Santa Clause: kind of.
91. Kiss on the first date: depends
92. Angels: yezza~

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
93. Had more than one bf/gf?: yerp2
95. Did you sing today?: yeah.dats wut i do in LRT or KTM.hehehe
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: in wut sense??
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why?:20th may 2008.stupid pervert stalker
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: my birthday
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes!
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: nope.heheh

updating..

friday was boringgg..

d office thingy stopped already.
finally!
wut bout stupid friday??
stupid KTM!





nvr in my life i hve been so pissed off with a non-living thing!
urgghh!~



it make me wait for nearly 2hours.stupid KTM.
why they nvr evr do their work efficiently??
stupid.
one perfect word for their works!




saturday.
msng2 d upnm sbok tpon ajk kuar.
korg taw x aku bru nak tdo kul 8pg?
adess.
sowie xdpt memenuhi hajat masing2.
(kowg taw spe kowg..sowie sgt2!namo majuk2 taw?)
i was waiting for something else actually.
hmmm.~
nvrmnd.

sunday!
2 events.
date or reunion?
woke up early for d date.(830am on sunday?wtf???)
but not in d mood of d lovey-dovey day on sunday.
so,i closed my eyes back to sleep!
at noon,considering between reunion or boredom at home.
persuasive fadya.went to klcc..



gosh!
they nvr changed!!!
it was still d same them from 2003.



i mished d moments in kuala klawang.
will meet u all again in november hopefully.
great time together just now.
plus extreme cool transformers!!!
what a weekend!

Silence, Emptiness and Confusion

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed

There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray

Emptiness builds a home in this woman
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread

Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.

from this moment...
i think i nearly came back becoming d old me..
silent.
lost.
ignoring.
reckless.
doing stupid things.

reason to smile..

How can one smile such sweet smiles,
When one is so saddened by sorrows for miles,
How can I smile the same smiles,
When life brings me nothing but tears,

I wondered for so long,
What reason you had to smile that long,
To keep smiling though troubles come,
And still remain sweet and silently overcome,

It's such a mystery to me,
Your smiles from heaven with glee,
I adore and yet envy thee,
But I'd rather you smile those at me,

I feel happy when I see you smile,
Even if I'm sad and lonely,
Your smiles bring me somewhere,
I don't even know where,

But it was you,
You gave me the reason to smile,
To smile with no reason,
To smile for a smile,

I guess life is just like that,
We need not a reason to smile,
For a smile is the reason itself,
To rejoice and open-heartedly give thanks,

I learned to smile because of you,
Because your smiles bring me joy when blue,
It proves how well and powerful,
A simple sweet smile can become so beautiful,

Smile for the sake of a smile,
Smile for the sake of happiness,
Smile for the sake of life,
Smile because of hope left in life,

Smile my friends,
Smile for me my Love,
Smile those same sweet smiles,
Smile so the world can be a peaceful dove...

engagement day..

waaa!!
happy day..
today is the day that i'll b his fiancee..
wee!~

sireh junjung...imported purple rose..

hahaha..
silly me..
maen2 plak kan..
arini abg saya tunang..
mohd amar azfar bin azahan dgn kekasih hati nyer, nurul huda bt mazli..
waaaa...jelesh nyew! (perlukah??hahahah)

she gets a very nice diamond ring..uwaaa!~

arini officially tambah satu ahli baru dlm my family..
my new big sis...(idea utk mengepau suda ada..muahahaha..)

waaa...makin rmai adik beradik aku...=)

hopefully they will get married.amin.
the wedding day insyaAllah will be on the end of february next year..
waaa...besh kan??!
*asal aku plak yg excited lbey neyh??hohohoho

the cake is cheese choc!jelesh gler!!huhuu

walaupun pagi2 my mom dh memekak kt telinga..
non stop bebel..
pagi2 hilang kunci kereta (misplace je pown..kecoh lbey..)
hujan lebat yg teramat sgt..(melambatkan majlis jer.)
but alhamdulillah..
everything went smoothly..

there were so many foods to eat there after d event.
omg!
sate,mihun sup,ayam madu,kuih mcm2 kaler..
ahahah..
bukan aku makan pon.
makan sate 3 cucuk jer..
pnas sgt..xde mud aku nak mamam manyak2..
huhuhu

hohoho..
after diz it's my turn..
lmbt ag la mak..
sabar ea??
ngeh3~

waa..
semoga sume owg bergumbira dgn insan tersayang masing2..
no matter how hard diz life is..
keep smiling..

given award & tagged by ieta (^_^)\/

awarded by ieta..merci!!

1)Write five (5) interesting facts about the person who gave you this award.

:: sangat rajen (ikut mood la tapi..hik3~)
:: garang (xtatot pown!heheh)
:: same skola dgn aku utk 5 thun (anak mara forever..hak3~)
:: degil (allergic tp nk mkn gak)
:: kalo die dh start bce novel..jgn ckp ngn die or ajk die g mkn..mst die xlyn or wt sume bnd ngn cpt..heheheh


2) Jot down ten (10) interesting facts about yourself or your hobbies.

:: i really missed my old hobbies (cycling,hockey,handball,basketball,hiking)...all these were long abandoned just bcoz of my injuries..
:: i forgive easily
:: i always trust a person over the limit..and this makes them used me..
:: i dun easily share my probs wit other people..i just kept them to myself..
:: it's easy to make my heart melt..be sweet,nice and romantic!=)
:: when i'm so stress or angry bout sumthing..i listen to LOUD n NOISY songs REAL LOUD..i dunno y..but this makes me calm again..(i'm so crazy aite???)
:: i can eat so many cheese and didn't throw up after dat..heaven!~
:: i love teddy bears so much!! (i think evrybody knows this...hahahaha)
:: i got so many "pantang-larang" in my daily life..from eating sumthing to doing sumthing...(ask my best fwens..they know..)
:: i love songs for their lyrics.not just mainly just bcoz the artist/band itself.and i used lyrics and musics to describe my life and feelings..


3)Pick your ten (10) most deserving receipients and describe them.

:: fattah
:: farid
:: eppoo
:: moon
:: hana
:: everybody who reads my blog posts

4)Leave a comment on the receipients’ blog to tell them they’ve been tagged.

5) Paste the award badge in your sidebar.

happiness is not comfort..

‘Does Happiness depend upon comfort? ’ The answer is definitely a big, ‘No! ’ Happiness lies in not comforts alone! Happiness is not a static quality of the human mind, body and soul. All can’t remain happy all the time. It would be foolishness to wish for a life, filled with happiness alone; Happiness is more when woes come in-between. Happiness is just a feeling weird! Life could become boring and monotonous, when happiness is prolonged. Even the pauper can be happier than the prince. Even the beggar smiles and sleeps well, despite much strife. Happiness is a frame of mind that’s dynamic in nature; Happiness is a kind of mood of feeling very well; Happiness is a state of one, when life seems worth living; Happiness is something strange that varies with time, experience and wisdom. Happiness is all within; Happiness is in giving; Happiness is in sharing; Happiness is the ceiling, whatever you fix! Happiness does not wholly depend on comforts; Happiness cannot be bought by money; Happiness is not all luxury; Happiness is abstract to the core! Happiness is in being child-like, though adult; Happiness is in making and seeing the less fortunate ones, smile; Happiness is in acting adult-like, although a child Happiness is in giving something to someone, although you still need it. Happiness is in sacrificing for others’ sake; Happiness is in giving up your chance to someone, who most needs it; Happiness is in doing acts of charity; Happiness is when you’ve led a righteous life. Happiness to some is in dreams alone; Happiness to some doing risky feats; Happiness to a few is in a sheer lazy life; Happiness to some is in yeoman service to mankind. Happiness is a phenomenon; Happiness is a quirk of fate; Happiness is quite rare and scarce at times; Happiness to some is in living in a virtual world! Happiness is in braving the storms of life; Happiness is in toiling for others’ sakes; Happiness is in sharing your talents and ken; Happiness is in loving your poor brethren.

i'm getting married!!!!=)

LOL..the title so0o0 not true..
i'm not getting married in this young age..i'm not even 21!!
thank GOD i just need to attend 1 wedding reception during diz school holidays.
if not,i'll be totally off track out of my diet routine.
btw, i'm answering diz Qs just bcz i've been tagged by eppoo..
here u go..


1. how old are you?
= 20

2. are you single?
= lemme think 1st..urmm..nope..my heart's taken..=)

3. at what age do you think you'll get married?
=earliest will be 26...if and only if i got everything...great job, apartment, nice car, greenies..

4. do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
= let GOD decide

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
= refer above's answer

6. who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
= whoever dat were not married yet at dat tyme..

7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
= garden pweeez~

this will be lovely..

8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
= PARIS...but if i went there before i'm getting married..the next choice will be ITALY and SWITZERLAND

9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
= i'll invite all..plz..do come..=)

just come will ya'??all u have to do is EAT and bring PRESENTS...*wink*

10. will that include your exes?
= ofcuz!it will be great..=)

11. how many layers of cake do you want?
= dun care..but i want it to be CHOCOLATE!!

No matter how it looked like..it must be chocolatey inside!!!

12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
= evening...weee!~

13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
= my baby you..my all time favorite song..

14. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
= depends.

the most important thing...roses!!!

15. champagne or red wine?
= coffee???*wink2*

16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
= days after

17. money or household items?
= both??can or not??=)

18. how many kids would you like to have?
= two.enough.

19. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
= i'll think of it..=)

20. whose wedding plan would you like to know next.
= such a lazy ass to tag people.whoever wanted to answer thiz Q,just copy it ok??=)

i hope it will last forever...

life is just a dream..

Magic is in your skin I want to be in
Magic is in your eyes for you the perfect size
Magic is in your touch I want you so much
Magic is in your voice that makes me loose all choice
Magic is in your look for you have me open like a book

Magic is in your lips right down to you hips
Magic is in your kiss that I do miss
Magic is in the air when you are there
Magic is in your hair for you do care
Magic is in your being for you are worth seeing
Magic is in your nose right down to your toes

Magic is in your quirkiness for you are happiness
Magic is in your walk and the way you talk
Magic is in your style and that beautiful profile
Magic is in your laughter for I’ll stay ever after
Magic is in your cheek for you make me weak
Magic is in your arms that hold me tight makes me feel all right

Magic is in your face so sweet you’re good enough to eat
Magic is in your smile for you I’d walk more than a mile
Magic is in your arms to hold that chases away the cold
Magic is in your kindness for you have taken away my sadness
Magic is in your romance for you have given me a second chance
Magic is in your bosom felt I melt

Magic is in everything you say that makes my day
Magic is in everything and everywhere because you are there
Magic is in everything for the joy you bring
Magic is in everything come what may for in your life I’ll stay
Magic is in everything for sure for you are the one I adore
Magic is in everything you do for I love you

freaking out!!

okay..tell u what..this one whole week was totally a hell for me.i can't eat anything more than half of a bread.i only drink plain water once in a day.that was NOT okayy.u wanna noe y?cz usually,i'll asking my fwen..
"babe,ad bnda nk mamam x??"
then she'll said..
"ko neyh asek nk mamam jer.."
i'll reply...
"never mind..xde bf..bley mamam byk2...hahaha"(sepatutnya trblk..hahahahah)

today,13th june.
i went to my fwen's bro's wedding..(the FWEN is actually my 1st love)
opppss!hahahahha..
nvrmnd.we r alryte.we r still best fwens like it's used to be..
the wedding is so simple yet gorgeous!garden wedding!!!!
omigosh.the roses on the table is white.
i was totally into the roses,not the food...hohoho

next destination.
sunway pyramid.
i went there just to find new pants.
motif sgt!hahaha.
went to padini.rasa mcm nak beli sume bnda!!hohoho..
got my pants.dark brown.paid.
then..
SOMEBODY TRIED TO STEAL MY PURSE!!!
he/she is just so god damn lucky coz i didn't noticed them.
urrghh!!!!it totally spoiled my mood..
nvrmnd.i'm grateful that my purse & my darling were not stolen.
i think i'll go crazy if i lost both of them..huhuhuhu...='(

ryte now.my feeling's stable.(think so..duhh!~)
'bout the post below this...
for those who didn't understand.try to GOOGLE them.
hahahahah
it's french btw.
i love the language.so0o0o0o0 much!!!

to my fwens,i mish u soo0o0o0o0o much!!
next sem,kte pegi genting jum.and cameron too!!
waaa!~
rindu kowang..sob3~

Déprimé!!

Je suis si déprimé dernièrement. Je ne peux rien faire. Je refuse de manger quoi que ce soit. Je pense toujours sur ce qui s'est passé récemment. Pourquoi avez-vous besoin de revenir? Où avez-vous été tout ce temps? S'il vous plaît ne faites pas cela. S'il vous plaît aller loin. Laissez-nous être ensemble. Je ne peux me permettre de le voir souffrir à nouveau. S'il vous plaît. S'il vous plaît. S'il vous plaît. Je ne peut pas se permettre de perdre avec lui. Permettez-moi de l'aimer lui.

as i write,it falls..the tears~

i'm crying..again!!
wuts wrong wif me??
i can't get hold of myself strongly nowadays.
everything seems so fucked up.
everyone seems enjoying hurting me.
stop it!
i can't get through this anymore.
alone..
god,plz show me the way out of this.
plz,i beg u.

moon:dun wory babe..take care
belle:ak try..
moon:all d best babe...
belle:babe,npe perlu ak nanges?ak tkt..ak tkt hlng die..
moon:ak fhm prasaan ko...jgn la wsau sgt..
belle:hmm..ok..
moon:xpe la..biar die sndrian dlu...dun wory..
belle: *keep on cryin'*
(d content of my text msgs hve been simplified.no details 4 u guys)

thx babe.cyg sme kmu!~

perfectto!

when i look at this pic..combination of pics actually...the memories..all mixed up!sweet feeling i bet u..happiness,laughter,hard work,sacrifice,team work,pain,boring,lust,tears...OMG!!

*credit to saiful for diz sweet pic..(^_^)\/

painful life...

lately i was so damn miserable..i dunno why..but i tend to realize it was me who kept on thinking of all those stupid stuffs...i've mixed up all my problems..my feelings,friends,family..hey,even though i tend to smile a lot..it doesn't mean i don't have any problems...my mom once said i'm a kind of person who hides own emotion just to please others..stupid or too kind??hmmm..

i think i've been so boringg with my life lately that i'm able to have a spare time to think about myself,my own feelings and my own problems...wait til next semester..i'll be too busy doing my works,attending classes,meetings,handling programs...until i tend to forget the date,days,time,eat,sleep and even my family..sorry mom n dad!!

once my dad scolded me for being sick..he said.."abah dh ckp,jgn wat byk kje sgt..smp lpe mkn mnum..kn dh skt..." sowie abah..i didn't mean to forget all those things but sometimes..i'm more worried of not having time to finish my work rather than worrying bout myself..

i can't wait to finish diz whole university thingy..so i can have tyme for my parents..and not to forget my bro n sis..it hve been ages since i went shopping with my sis n also treat them to muvees..wut a good big sis i am ryte??hahahah...

as to my FRIENDS..sorry!sumtymes..i realized..i dun evn hve tyme to talk with u guys..during the semester..i hope in my final year which starts this coming july..i'll hve more tyme with u guys..gosh!i can't think of d tymes without my darlings (fara,moon,ainie)...babe,tinggal lg bpe bulan je kn??huhuhu='(

as to my delicate HEART..i noe u've been hurt so many times..i noe u've decided to gave up on love..but i think..to love and to be loved by someone..is what every people seeks in this painful life..maybe just to fill the emptiness..to find a reason to smile..or mybe..it have no reason..it just happens...it's a GOD's will..let HIM decide what to do with u dear..just follow the flow...and give LOVE a second chance..

for this tyme being..i just wanna enjoy!!hve fun..live lyfe to the fullest..b4 i came back to my reality world..a workaholic lil teenage gurl..(my mom said diz to me)

let love lead the way...

go away!~

hurmm..sum more sad stories..i'm so pathetic ryte??diz tyme it's about my sweet old memories..gosh..y is it that it have to come back during this period of tyme??urgghh!~ it's about a guy from my school back then..we liked each other..not for long..we sort of split up b4 we went to PLKN but in separate camps...back then..i dunno wut to do..mybe i'm just using him to forget my 1st love..but..when time past by..i still do remember him..we do keep in touch sometime..but until now..we never met..it's already....let me see...hmmm..4years?

wut bout us?wut bout d tyme we shared??i can't tell..evn though it's just for few moments..but it's still a sweet memory..yeah..i admit that when he went to UTP..i do feel hurt by him..when i saw her..ohh gosh!how stupid am i dat tyme..it was 2 years back...yeah..but i just kept to myself..we will be alryte being just fwens..

time's passing by..quickly!not so much texting..calling..til yesterday..BUZZ!!!all the things he said last nyte..it makes me wanna cry..i'm totally shocked hearing those words again from him..why now darl??why diz does not happen 3 years ago?why all of a sudden u came back searching for me..n say those 3 words?i do mish u..but just as a friend..sorry~

plz dear..not now..i can't be there for you..n i noe u can't too..u got her ryte?plz dun do diz..we cn be besh fwens..but not lovers..

a LOVE like no other~

I never felt a love
Like this before
It's a love like no other
Something I have always hoped for

A love with friendship
Humour and heart
A bond so strong
It would never part

A love that makes you smile
From ear to ear
A love that is joyful
Without any fear

A love that is beautiful
From the inside out
A love with no tears,
Pain, or doubt

A love with soul
So tender and true
A love that I have found
Only in you...