themed.

*brief update*

i want to look a lil bit more indian.

on my last college's annual dinner last night.

not so indian me.

they said more likely arab.

wuteva..

hahahaha

had so much fun.

wif fara,nada,ainie,mo0n,sheema,ekin,eppy,eqin.

laughing out loud.

screaming.

hysteric moments.

gasping for air when we saw cute juniors.

oppsiee!~ ;p

i'm putting an end to all dramas.

yeay!

notice d inai on my hand? :)

kiss2...mwahx!~

mode:: in love!~ :)

p/s:: truly am.always have.always will.love u syaheer~

impaired-ness.

lazy ass.
sleepy head.
motivationally impaired.
fucked up life.
what's more worst than that?

i wish i could have those happy moments back.
i wish i could be as crazy as before.
i wish i could be her again.

wishing too much is not good nabilah! :|

i controlled my food consumption nowadays.
no rice,no heavy dinner,no late night snacks.
plus kilometers of jogging.
but still.
i'm craving for nasty calories.
cakes,ice creams,cheesy wedges,western foods etc,etc.
except for chocolates.
still fat am i?
gosh~

stop being pretty.
it's not worth it.
*ok2,i will*

stop being happy.
if u could only just pretend.
*no,i wont*

stop being nice.
if people will only use u.
*hell NO!*

it's hard for me to understand.
which one.
how.
why.
what else.
aishhh~

Things that a GF wished her BF knew. 

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.

#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she's scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favourite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don't let her have the last word.

#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.

#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

#40 Let her know she's important.

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too. 

mode:: missing someone.

p/s:: watching movie alone while missing that someone is not cool! :(

happiness is not comfort..

‘Does Happiness depend upon comfort? ’ The answer is definitely a big, ‘No! ’ Happiness lies in not comforts alone! Happiness is not a static quality of the human mind, body and soul. All can’t remain happy all the time. It would be foolishness to wish for a life, filled with happiness alone; Happiness is more when woes come in-between. Happiness is just a feeling weird! Life could become boring and monotonous, when happiness is prolonged. Even the pauper can be happier than the prince. Even the beggar smiles and sleeps well, despite much strife. Happiness is a frame of mind that’s dynamic in nature; Happiness is a kind of mood of feeling very well; Happiness is a state of one, when life seems worth living; Happiness is something strange that varies with time, experience and wisdom. Happiness is all within; Happiness is in giving; Happiness is in sharing; Happiness is the ceiling, whatever you fix! Happiness does not wholly depend on comforts; Happiness cannot be bought by money; Happiness is not all luxury; Happiness is abstract to the core! Happiness is in being child-like, though adult; Happiness is in making and seeing the less fortunate ones, smile; Happiness is in acting adult-like, although a child Happiness is in giving something to someone, although you still need it. Happiness is in sacrificing for others’ sake; Happiness is in giving up your chance to someone, who most needs it; Happiness is in doing acts of charity; Happiness is when you’ve led a righteous life. Happiness to some is in dreams alone; Happiness to some doing risky feats; Happiness to a few is in a sheer lazy life; Happiness to some is in yeoman service to mankind. Happiness is a phenomenon; Happiness is a quirk of fate; Happiness is quite rare and scarce at times; Happiness to some is in living in a virtual world! Happiness is in braving the storms of life; Happiness is in toiling for others’ sakes; Happiness is in sharing your talents and ken; Happiness is in loving your poor brethren.