healing process....

bonjour!!~

1st of all..
i hate last saturday..
n i hate midvalley's gsc.
*dun ask y..

okay.
now let's us proceed to reality check.

i spent loads of money recovering from loneliness n a big lost in my life recently..
i'm so gonna die if my mom saw wut i bought wit my money.
huhuhu
but,i need it!
i need the so-called "therapy" to heal me..
as so other things that i needed such as a bF..*wink*
but i think shopping is the best therapy..
besides bowling n lactose/gelato ofcuz!!
(^_^)\/
*mak,i want a new wardrobe!! ;p

going through the days..
i make myself occupied with loads of stuffs.
i really am great in creating a burden on my own head.
hahahaha

i felt so sorry for the faculty's meetings.
i skipped like what..
3 meetings already??
the timing is so not suitable with my schedule..
sowie!
*ada clz,kursus pengaturcaraan majlis..cnt avoid~

i finally decided last nyte..
to give the burden of leading Kelab Aspirasi KTHO to sumone else.
it's not dat i'm not confident to take the responsibility..
but i think d club needs guys to conduct everything..
such as d late nyte meetings..
but apparently,i can't see a guy who's willing to be a real man taking the responsibility from me or Kak Dny..
come on guys!!
dont gimme d chance to embarrass u guys by doing more work than u can do for me..??
ouh,i would love to send my regards to all d guys out there who were so afraid in being a leader...
dont u guys realized u were challenged by a girl here???
*wink2*

bout my thesis plak..
i really do need to start sleeping in d library by next week..
10 books 4 literature review only???
omigosh..
aku rase aku mati kne hempap bku kot..
kowg,kalo aku xblk,crk di sebalik rak2 bku kt ptsL tu ekk??
urgghh~

the classes was really making me crazy.
all those babbling,skipping topics etc2
plus,tutorials..
ouh,i need to do some fragmentation in my brain ryte now!!
*sigh*

note: bila ku sedari,diri disayangi..langkah kaki ini semakin berani..