rimas!

bye2 to my lil bro.
gone to US already.
mybe 2-4 years more i'll see him..
sob3~
*i want a nice handbag from u qibo!!;p

it's 3am.
i can't sleep.
evn though i swallowed variety kinds of medicines.
damn!
*i want to puke!!

d temp is rising again.
yet i can't help it but to worry bout my 2tests n 3presentations.
i'm not d kind dat can sit still not doing anything.
evn though i'm shivering under d striking sun.
evn though i felt d earth is moving while i stand.
evn though i feel like collapsing while i'm sitting.
evn though i can't breathe sumtymes.

it's so boring u noe.
lying down,relying on people.
*blue polar bear hibernating syndrome comes again.welcome!

thanx 2 all my fwens who cares bout me evn though u guys r so far away..
fir,yazid,ilud,ammar,fatin etc2..
thnx 4 all d text msgs n calls.
i appreciate dat.

talking bout fasting.
i cant wait for my raya holidays.
planned for PD,Pangkor&Lumut,Sabah,Singapore..
sorry to say..
i didnt have a "kampong" to go back to during raya.
wnt to noe wut i did during raya few years back ?
i went for muvees with my bro n sis.
went for shopping.
went to other states for cuti2 Malaysia.
i even worked during 1st day raya!
*d pay was great..(i'm talking bout triple payment n tips guys..)
(^_^)\/

need sum motivation.
need sum inspiration.
need sum booster.
not motivated enuff to push myself forward..
moral down~

creating a sculpture of the past wasn't easy..