joyeux anniversaire!

joyeux anniversaire pour moi!=)

i'm 21 now.
it feels like so old..

i'm not ready to grow up.
be an adult.
no,no,no..
i'm not ready for dat.

cz i still..
cry when i cant do something.
sulk everytime i didnt get what i want from my parents.
fight over stupid things with my lil sis.
cry when i need to eat my meds.
cry when d lightning strikes.

i dun want to be d eldest sis in my fam.
i dun want to be my parents' 1st daughter.

btw.
thanx to all my fwens.
who wished.
via fb,txt msgs.

thanx 4 d pressies too..
more is coming so i cant upload d pic now...
n i'm waiting for my pressie from my bro in USA..
*wink2*
(got a whte handbag-love,black danish handbag n white watch-mom,e71 n car-dad)

a lil secret.
i cried on d night of my birthday.
stupid belle~

n i think diz is a healthy bday.
no cakes n late nyte junkies.
way to make me even smaller.

special thanx 2 hus n eqin.
for d trip to alamanda.
*we forgot bout our major paper exam 2mrow!*
love u babes <3

p/s: god knows how much i hate my birthday for d 3rd time.

mode: pushing myself to study for 5 major papers.