promise.love.lie.

i wanted to write something here.
but i dont know y i cant type d words in my head.
i cant type d story i wanted to tell.
i cant translate d story in a written form.

i cant describe.
i cant tell.
i cant cry.
i cant hate.
i cant say a word.

all i can do is..
keep quiet.
pretend.
ignore.
faking d smiles.
holding myself together.

to sumone.
u make me tell u everything.
ur mad when i cant explain sumthng i did.
but did u do d same?
have u ever felt left behind when u didn't know sumthing from me?
fyi,dat's what i feel ryte now.

all d promises we made.
all d sweet things u said.
all d things u make me remember.


mode :: running away