panda.

newsflash!
i'm a MESS.
panda eyes.
slow information processing.
unstable emotions.
less smile.
refuses everything.
denying.

that's what happen when ur down.
completely unmotivated.
crying all night.
then fell asleep at God knows what tyme.
woke up so sudden n sweating.
just bcoz u thought u were dead.
dats my life now.

stupid belle.
stupid.
stupid.
stupid.
ur just plain stupid.

why cant i trust people?
why am i being so skeptic?
why am i questioning everything?
why did i care at d first place?
how do we know when we can put a hope on someone?

bcoz i've been broken into pieces.
n d glue aint strong enuff.
to keep every piece at its place.
dats y i guess~

one Q.
why did he still say dat i'm beautiful even though it's so obvious i'm such a mess?
need honest answer plz.

need to clear my head off things.
toddles!~

mode:: mess.

p/s:: saya panda gumuks.ada bantahan?