graduated!

i'm in d process of finishing my thesis.
"Implikasi Perluasan Kesatuan Eropah: Sosio-ekonomi dan Politik"

what else to write?
i'm blank here.
adding up here and there.
yet i cant write my conclusion (part 5)
aishh~

came back from Cameron last Sunday.
it was relaxing having a weekend off from my thesis.
cleared off my mind from all d impossible things happened in my life lately.

lets go with d flow ok peeps?
i'm done being thrown in and out of other people's life.
i'm done being pushed around doing what others want.
i'm done with typical boring life drama.

updating my life now.
defragmentation process is going on.

what's needed?
what's important?
what should be left behind?
what should be kept as a memory?

"I'm taking every risks in loving you all diz while. Now why cant u respect me in making my own decision? I know you think we cant be together. But I want you in my life. I lost a part of me.It was like I'm half alive when I lose you. I cant survive without you. I love you... Now cant you give me a chance to rescue you? As I'm more than willing to share all the danger and risks in loving you.."

mode:: confused.

p/s:: show me d truth dear God..plz~