The unopenned letter..

once..i wrote this letter..just to get rid d pain..of keeping a secret..and pretend there's nothing happens..


Dear Lover,

I opened up & let you in...
before I even knew what I was doing..
I didn't think..
I just did!!
In our past I never gave you a second thought...
you were my friend & only that...
But before I could say or do anything..
my heart was yours but now I suffer...
Suffer from my fear of telling you...
for I could never tell you..
What I want to say will never leave my lips..
so I guess my heart will have to ache
with this heavy secret..
for these words will never reach you..
If only I could let you know,
how much I love you!
how much I want you & need you...
I pray for that day..
But for now my secret will remain with me..
Just as you will remain in my heart~

Sincerely Yours....