as i write,it falls..the tears~

i'm crying..again!!
wuts wrong wif me??
i can't get hold of myself strongly nowadays.
everything seems so fucked up.
everyone seems enjoying hurting me.
stop it!
i can't get through this anymore.
alone..
god,plz show me the way out of this.
plz,i beg u.

moon:dun wory babe..take care
belle:ak try..
moon:all d best babe...
belle:babe,npe perlu ak nanges?ak tkt..ak tkt hlng die..
moon:ak fhm prasaan ko...jgn la wsau sgt..
belle:hmm..ok..
moon:xpe la..biar die sndrian dlu...dun wory..
belle: *keep on cryin'*
(d content of my text msgs hve been simplified.no details 4 u guys)

thx babe.cyg sme kmu!~