i hate hols.

d holiday is starting to get more n more boring.
being alone at home.
after completing d house chores.
fattening myself.
hibernating.
wut else should i do?

mybe i should go to house next door n start cleaning their house too.
hahaha

few more days left.
no sign of me going out with him.
*sigh*

i guess it will be next year then.
in february.
wut?
FEBRUARY??
damn!!~

stupid timing.
stupid programs.
stupid busy belle.
stupid.
stupid.
i'm just plain stupid.
urghh~

wuteva.
i wouldnt care less.
*yeah ryte*

mybe i should just ignore.
like wut i'm experiencing now.
been ignored.
ignorance is bliss.
they said.

LIVE IT UP BELLE!

one good thing bout holidays.
i can sleep.
whoa!
i'm improving aite?
good gurl~

other than dat.
i'm bored.
super bored.
hell bored.

diz is wut happens when i went to boarding school.
for 5 years,outside kL.
most of my fwens will be at other part of d country.
totally forgot.
i also went to primary school outside my housing area.
*sigh*

yadda2..
enuff bout stupid holidays.
enuff bout all d lovey dovey mode.
enuff questioning me,
"where's ur bf?"
"why aren't u out dating?"

mongoks2 sekalian.
stop it ok?
i choose it 2 be diz way.
i choose him to be my bf.
so why d hell u guys wanna care?
since when people start caring bout me?

there.
i'm gonna be who i am b4.
wandering alone at malls.
stared by stupid peoples.
who thinks they have so much better life than mine.
woi,look at me.
DO I LOOKED LIKE I CARE ABOUT U???!
i have my life.
u have yours.
so stop buzzing around.

stop being stupid people.
i mean it.
stop being a laughing stock for me.
i hate it when i have to spare my precious brain cells to even think bout u guys.
like i dun have any better things to do.
duhh~

ignoring.walking away.silence