enough.

being strong is all i need to do.
especially for my mom.
do remember dat nabilah.
dats all dat matters now.

she said dat i need to stop letting others taking advantage of me.
bcz i'm exactly lke her.
letting people around us taking advantage for their own benefits.
not mutual benefits.

i need to forget my prob from now on.
need to start living live to d fullest.

i'll start everything again.
karate-Do.
dancing.
cycling.
basketball.
1000pcs jigsaw puzzle.
seashells.
poems.
collecting HappyMeal collectibles set.
korea/japan/taiwan movies.
stupid comics.
etc.etc.etc.

now i remember how my lyfe was before.
i did every single thing.
meet every stranger.
trying every single new thing i'm curious about.
enjoying sleepless nytes for almost a week doing absolutely nothing.

dats U,ayte nabilah?

my past haunt me back.
i'm not really happy bout it ok?
it's bcz i'm not stable yet.
emotionally n physically.
so,i dun need another type of disturbance in any kind of way.

i'm sorry if diz blog were filled with stupid emotions entries.
but i'm keen to write off my feelings rather than telling stories to others.
not really good at dat part.
i really need to improvise didnt i?

therefore.
i'm sorry for all d harsh words.
i'm sorry for not acting as a lady.
i'm sorry for being stupid.
i'm sorry for being so weak.
so sorry.
truly am.

i would like to say thanx.
to whom it may concern.
for ur love n concern.
for being kind n caring.
for supporting n listening.
for everything.
i appreciate it all very much.
tq! :)

mode:: searching for a lost soul.

p/s:: there's a guy who make me startled at d ATM just now.suddenly asking my hp num.offering to send me back home for diz mid-break.wut??

"Sometimes we have to run away from all..Not just to create distance..but also to see that who cares enough to run along behind!"