swings.

stupid belle.
diz is wut happen when u hope too much.
especially on sumthing dat obviously u cant get.
stop it would u nabilah?
urghhh!!!~

PMS.
gastric.
fever.
runny nose.
blurred vision.
mood swings.
lack motivation.
mixed up situation.
guess what i became?
a walking dead body n soul.

i changed my mood.
in d middle of d crowd.
during a bowling game.
so sudden.
n it affects my performance.
damn!

was it bcoz of me missing him too much?
or is it bcoz of MU played a super suck game with Everton?
but i know it wasn't bcoz of em boys teasing me.
hmmm~

nothing could make me super happy now.
(not even chocs,ice cream n large slurpee.)
nothing could make me smile a really sincere smile.
nothing.
nothing.
nothing.
coz i know dat only 1 thing dat could do dat.
me,him,us n d sweet moments.. :'(

few months more.
then we'll have our own separate future.
time will tell us all.
need to be strong.
(which is apparently d only thing i sucked in doing now)
plz just dun ask me to do dat.
i wont.
got me?
i wont.
coz i cant!

mode:: mood swings.

p/s:: plz mr mood,come back.i missed u.. :'(

ku hilang dalam ramai....~