tears.

sorry mom.
i cant be strong in front of u.
i could only cry n keep quiet.
thanx 4 ur support and advice.
i think i'm gonna handle diz on my own.
from now on..
no worries~

done crying.
*diz is a total lie*

done being stupid.
*another lie*

such a mess.
*hey,it's d truth peeps!*

severe headache+heartache.
*another truth*

sigh.
hmm~

i could only fake a smile in front of others.
when it's obvious i'm breaking into pieces.

no socialising.
cz i cant stand pretending to be happy.
when inside i'm crying out loud.
but no one hears.

all diz while i pretend to be strong.
so i could see u guys smile.
i'm happy when u guys are.
cz i dun wnt 2 be a burden to people.
with my own mess.
with my problems.

iman::
thanx for ur concern.
but i think i'm gonna handle diz on my own.
i'm gonna ask for ur help.
only when i'm not breathing.
so,thanx a lot.

akash::
i'm sorry.
i cant drag u into my problems.
so lets just stay away from each other for a while ayte?

moon::
thanx byk2.
tp ak xkuat.
mngkin sme dgn pe yg ko lalui dlu.
tp lg saket.
tolg pegang ak kuat2 eh?
huhuhu~

people surrounding me::
dun stare.
just walk through me.
i noe u guys can see d pain i'm going thorugh.
with my mess n my swollen eyes.
but plz.
dun ask.
cz i cried so many times in public.
i'm trying hard to stop doing dat now.

mode:: mata bengkak.kepala berat.

p/s:: somebody take diz pain away..plz~