fever.

it's going up n down.
again n again.
and at dat tyme.
i'm all alone.

i hate fever.
i hate being left alone.
i hate taking meds on my own.
i hate forcing myself to eat all alone.
i hate sleeping with tears on my cheeks.
i hate being helpless when i cant breathe at nights.
i hate when i dont know where to turn to at dat moment.

wut else should i do?
this fever just wont go away.
n here i am.
all alone.
trying hard to be strong.

injected again.
good girl nabilah.
way to have a happy lyfe.

okay.
from now on.
i will stop whining.
i will stop shisha-ing.
i will stop hoping.

i will just go with the flow.

no worries.

keep smiling.

keep on moving.

mode:: fearless.

p/s:: in need of more LOVE,ATTENTION and SUPPORT.