friends?

friends.

they are wut we need when we're down.

when we need sumone to talk to.

saket hati.
sdey.
geram.
menchi~

taknak ar kata aku baik.
tp sbb aku xreti nak marah org.
sbb aku xreti nk wt mke ble xske pe ko wat.
ko wt ak cmni?
FUCK la..

kawan tak kawan.
aku tak ske digunakan.
kalau ko rse ko kwn ngan aku sbb ak xreti nk mrh org.
n ko ad niat yg aku xkan kisah pape je ko nak wat kat aku.

FUCK OFF!!

konon2 ajak aku gi dinner smbut bday.
ble ko ajak?
1st time mmg ar aku ckp ak xcnfirm.
tny blk xbley?
aku bru je cncel meeting2 aku utk smbut bday ko.

*sorry for the emotional part up there*

just came back from Kuala Selangor yesterday.
it was fun being with whole lot of new friends.
it was fun being taken care of.
it was fun watching em laugh.
like nothing else matters.

2more weeks.
working day n night for d campus election.
then i'll be working my ass out for my thesis.

home.
i miss it so damn much.
i cried when i saw Summit USJ from the highway yesterday.
i need to go home in few more days.
missing home badly.

love.
missing him badly.
truly am missing him so much.
so sorry i cant spend time with u this month.
so sorry darl~

i am killing myself slowly now.
i dun feel like eating.
i cant sleep.
i'm not feeling well.
i dun hve mood to talk a lot.
i can only happily watch my friends acting crazy.

people.
dats a new syndrome.
it's called.
"hyper-busy-and-lacking-of-love-and-support" disease.

will be talking to u later.
when i have things to curse again.
til then.
i'll try to live my lyfe normally.
*like i can*

mode:: fever.sore throat.blocked nose.tired.

p/s::  stop acting nice to ppl dats using u.stop being good nabilah.stop.stop.stop.would u nabilah?

p/ss:: stop inhaling smoke too nabilah.