lost.

basah lencun jogging dlm hujan~

saya ada banyak notes.mana satu nak baca dulu?hmm~

si teddy gumuks menjadi teman saya yang keseorangan dalam bilik ..

i'm lost.
i dont know what to do.
i'm so out of my mind.

seriously,i've no clue what happened to me.
what dragged me out of reality.
what am i thinking.
what is it that i want.
what makes me happy.
what makes me calm.
what makes me worried.

coz i'm so restless.
but i cant do anything.
i cant even focus on my super-damn-a-lot notes.

i'd shut down my mind.
to stop thinking about my surroundings.
but something is dragging me into that.

this things creeps me out.
i can change my mood all of a sudden.
and it happens when i'm texting my baby.
i really am sorry mon cher.
je suis desole~

stupid belle.
enough would u?
gosh!
i hate being paranoid.
this is so not me..
what am i changing into?

okay,i'm outta here.
got to pretend i have d mood to read all those notes.
anybody dear enough to sit besides me and accompany me?
coz i'm all alone here~
huhuhu

mode:: lost.

p/s:: je t'aime mon cher.et je sais que tu m'aimes aussi..bisous~ :)


p/ss:: wants a vampire boyfriend.can i?? ;p