wishes.

hey.
3 papers finished.
which is so damn sucks n fucked up.
damn!~

emotionally disturbed.
mentally abused.
physically numb.
wut happened to me?

i dun talk to others.
i dun look to people around me as i walk in d crowd.
i ignored every staring eyes.
i ignored all d whispered sounds i heard.

are there still chances?
any there any hope?
would it be?
i wish it could all be fixed.

so stupid.
i cant even feel any pain.
when my finger was bleeding yesterday.

why can only my heart feels pain?
not my body?
this is not good ayte? :'(

fix me.
undid all this.
i want to be me again.
plz~

mode:: mixed up feelings.

p/s:: God,this is painful.Make it stop now would u??please...I beg u dear God... :(

"Pourquoi avez-vous fait cela? Me le dire! Pour vous montrer s'occuper de moi? Pourquoi maintenant??"