black hole

becoming more n more lazy each day.

insomnia.
i think maybe dats y i've always been sleepy..
*plus lazy*
it has been couple of weeks people.
i cant sleep at nyte.
weird though.
coz i'm not thinking bout anything.
tried so hard to sleep.
but i just can pretend dat i'm sleeping.
in fact,i'm pretty much awake..

so much happening.
yet i couldnt care less.

yes.
i am ignoring every single thing happening around me.
i dun care.
and i dun wanna care.

cuz i cant be mad towards sumone for a long tyme.
cuz i cant hate others.
cuz i dun wanna hurt anybody.
cuz i hate crying..

sorry to my fellow fwens.
especially d student committee of d faculty.
i dun attend meetings like for decades.*i noe*
i dun involve in few programs.*sorry*
so sorry.
it's not dat i dun wanna involve in anything.
it's just dat i'm so caught up in my own cocoon of problem.
i cant make myself free to think bout anything else.
*forgive me*

everybody is in d mood of raya.
i cant even feel d urge to celebrate raya like others.
i dun evn bother to shop for baju kurungs,scarfs n all dat.
it's my mom who always think i should have a new baju kurung each raya.
d purpose of dat piece of clothing is only for solat raya n going to my grandma's house
*which is like 5 minutes from my house*
then it will stay in my closet.
duhh~
*such a waste of money aite??*

ouh raya.
wuteva~
dun care bout raya for about 5-6 years already..
*sigh*

back to reality..

got 1 more presentation.
sumting bout d China's economy wutsoeva la.
i'm d last person who will present in clz.
hopefully xsmpat present.
hahahah

last friday presented my international environmental law slides.
Dr Aru said."good job.well done.perfect presentation."
bangga gler siot.
wakakaka~
coz i nvr do my slides 1 day b4 presentation.
it will always be 1 week before.
if it happens to be 1 day before,it means i already finished my essay.
huhuhuhu

got 4 essays to submit.
didnt start anything yet.
gosh,plz gve me d courage to stay focus reading d books n write an essay.
huhuhu

stop whining belle.
do ur work.
plus watch muvees in between dat.
hahaha

ok.
i'm done people.
sorry for babbling stupid stuffs.
btw,it's my blog aite?
who cares?

mode:: mish him sho much~

Love has nothing to do with what you are expecting to get-only with what you are expecting to give-which is everything..