pregnant?

sorry for d post title.
just wanna make it sound a bit more catchy.
hahaha

tired of throwing up.
immediately after eating.

i want to eat.
i pity my tummy for being empty after all d puking sessions.
but,it's weird.
i'm not hungry!

ouh dear lord,what's happening to me?

i felt so weak after d fainting incident.
my head's still not ok.
now,this?
non stop throwing up like a pregnant woman.
damn!~

raya is totally over for me.
instead,it's not even there for me.
LOL.

back to reality belle.
u got a hell pile of assignments.
with d international law mid term.
not to forget.
programs for d university.
when will i ever gonna stop being a uni student?
exhausted.

ouh.
i still dun hve a decision bout one thing.
it's bout d ASEAN UNIVERSITY CRICKET GAME.
offered as a Liaison Officer for one of the country participating.
it's in November i think.
one prob,my dad didnt allow me to involve diz tyme.
he said,there'll be loads of Indians.n their way of socialising is diff.
wth??!

i mixed around diff people everyday.
i involved with diz kind of thing b4.
wuts d diff??
i noe how to adapt myself wif people around me.
plz let me involve wif diz one..
pweeez~
*it looks good on my CV too..wink2~

talking bout CV.
i remembered wut my aunt said yesterday.
"truskan blaja.t dah kawen,tak bley nak kuar umah dah."
hahahah..
but my mom n dad ckp cmni..
"keja je la billa.high maintainance sgt kmu nih"
naseb la..
heheheh

wuteva.
i wont get married if i dun reach at least master level.
i wont get married if i dun have a house n a car.(own effort)

but then my friend said.
"sape nak kawen ngan pompuan pandai2 babe?"
i simply answered.
"sape swuh die 'pandai' sgt...xyah kawen la kalo tak sekufu"

btw,d world's changing gurls.
open up ur mind.
if ur so0o0 depending on others.
wut will happen to u if they r not around?
weak?dying?helpless?
or USELESS??

stand on ur feet.
work hard.
be independent.
who else can help u if it's not urself?

be a beauty with a brain.

mode:: saying goodbye to holiday soon!

p/s:: i need to get out of this miserable life real fast!